Heya, I'm Aud!
If I want my legacy to be one thing...
it would be that my choices made a net positive impact, no matter how small.
In a world that breeds isolation, misunderstanding, pain...
I want to spend my live undoing even a fraction of it.
Even if we can't change the whole entire world
We can change the worlds of others.
| Basics | 17 ♀ |
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| Timezone | Eastern Daylight Time (UTC-4) |
| Personality Stats | Big 5 Test (Results from Nov. 26, 2025) |
| Primary Interests | ● illustration, character design, misc. creative stuff ● psychology, sociology, philosophy ● gaming, anime, manga ● bike rides, roller skating, roller coasters |
| Art Journey | May 2021 - Present |
| Drawing Tools | Clip Studio Paint EX 2.0.6 XP-Pen Artist Pro 15.6 Good ol' pencil and paper |
| Languages | English - native 日本語 - beginner （かなと少し言葉と少し漢字を勉強しました） |
Giving anyone access to my personal Facebook profile? No thanks.
I wish to remain anonymous to the general public.
If you know what my facebook profile is, or know other personal information about me, please do not tell others without my consent.
Thanks for understanding ~ 💜
Username: audtrico (previously AudTrico#7319)
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| I am a person. A flawed human being who acts in ways that may or may not clash with how you do. Hence, the reason why I made this before-you-interact segment! Below are some things I'd like you to be aware of before, well, interacting with me. |
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| ㅤㅤI'm not quick to hate |
| No matter what you do, I find it incredibly difficult to feel anger or hate towards others. I recognize that things that might bother me or make me uncomfortable don't automatically make someone a bad person. We're all different, we all have our struggles, and we all have our humanity in common. And thus, to hate others would be to hate a part of myself, too. So if you're ever worried that you did something to make me hate you, that's incredibly unlikely! You'd have to do something so hideously immoral for me to feel that way towards you. This does not mean, however, that I will tolerate all behaviors or trust everyone with open arms. While I might not hate people, I am working toward confronting unwanted actions regardless of the person and being aware of my discomfort around certain people. |
| ㅤㅤI get socially overwhelmed easily |
| Here's the thing, I grew up being a pretty socially anxious kiddo. While my confidence has improved drastically, traces of this anxiety do still remain! This mainly appears as overthinking my responses or being too overwhelmed to text back within a normal amount of time~ |
| ㅤㅤSeemingly harmless things that, unfortunately, overwhelm me easily: |
| Receiving texts made that show very little effort or personality. ㅤWhy: Less information to work with = hard for me to communicate effectively & feel invested in the conversation. ㅤExample: "hi" "hru" "wyd" "ok" or other one-word responses Frequent small talk in text, especially if we're only acquaintances ㅤWhy: Brain subconsciously goes into overdrive (How much do I disclose to this person? What is the end goal of this conversation? How long do they want to talk for? Do they expect me to respond right away?) ㅤExample: asking how / what I'm doing daily Being treated like a close friend when that hasn't been officially established ㅤWhy: Feels like the friendship's growth is being rushed or overestimated, makes me uncomfortable. Sort of feels like platonic lovebombing. ㅤExample: being called "hunny" "sis" "love" by people I barely know Being treated as extraordinary and out-of-this-world ㅤWhy: Makes me feel misunderstood and put on a pedestal I didn't ask for. ㅤExample: Being called "too innocent for this world" |
| ㅤㅤThings I recommend you do instead: |
| ● Message me primarily when you have something specific to do or talk about ㅤ○ Even if you only message me when you need something from me, I honestly prefer that! I appreciate straightforward conversations with a clear goal in sight. ● If you don't have a topic on hand, but wish to talk to me out of boredom, loneliness, or another reason, just say so directly! Much more likely to oblige happily if I know why you're here in the first place. ● Try to limit traditional small-talk to these situations, if possible ㅤ○ Calls / in-person meetings ㅤ○ Reaching out after a few months ㅤ○ You're someone I've directly established a close friendship with ● If you're worried that you're doing something to bother me, or if I do something that makes you uncomfortable, please tell me! I know confrontation can be scary, but I can't fix things if I don't know the truth. ㅤ○ And I will try to do the same in turn!... But I do still get nervous with confronting people myself, so patience is appreciated there. ● If you don't think you can communicate naturally with me, then it's okay to not want to talk to me! I'm sure there's much better people for you to hang out with who fit your communication style better than I do. I'd rather you leave now than waste your time trying to be someone you're not for my sake. ㅤ○ On a similar note, please don't feel bad if I don't want to be friends with you or be more than an acquaintance! I'm very picky about who I trust with my time and energy now and it's likely not personal. It either feels natural or it doesn't. |
| ㅤㅤLess harmless things that genuinely bother me |
| Again, not gonna necessarily hate you if you do these things, but I DEFINITELY won't trust your character and judgement if you do. ● Stating your opinions arrogantly and without care for opposing beliefs ㅤ○ Being unable to tolerate different beliefs ● Not taking responsibility for your affect on others ㅤ○ "I'm sorry you feel that way" ● Using your beliefs as an excuse to encourage the harm or demonization of others, no matter the group they fall under ● Guilt tripping / other forms of manipulative or gaslighting behavior ● Are totally supportive of generative AI, despite knowing the harm it has on jobs, the environment, and our society as a whole ㅤ○ I would encourage you to read through THIS if you want more information (Originally found this on Calculus Homework's carrd) |