Heya, I'm Aud!
If I want my legacy to be one thing...
it would be that my choices made a net positive impact, no matter how small.
In a world that breeds isolation, misunderstanding, pain...
I want to spend my live undoing even a fraction of it.
Even if we can't change the whole entire world
We can change the worlds of others.
| Basics | 17 ♀ |
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| Timezone | Eastern Daylight Time (UTC-4) |
| Personality Stats | Big 5 Test (Results from Nov. 26, 2025) |
| Primary Interests | ● illustration, character design, misc. creative stuff ● psychology, sociology, philosophy ● gaming, anime, manga ● bike rides, roller skating, roller coasters |
| Art Journey | May 2021 - Present |
| Drawing Tools | Clip Studio Paint EX 2.0.6 XP-Pen Artist Pro 15.6 Good ol' pencil and paper |
| Languages | English - native 日本語 - beginner （かなと少し言葉と少し漢字を勉強しました） |
Giving anyone access to my personal Facebook profile? No thanks.
I wish to remain anonymous to the general public.
If you know what my facebook profile is, or know other personal information about me, please do not tell others without my consent.
Thanks for understanding ~ 💜
Username: audtrico (previously AudTrico#7319)
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Extended Look: Before You Interact
| I am a person: a flawed human being who acts in ways that may or may not clash with how you do. Hence why I made this segment! Below are some things I'd like you to be aware of before interacting with me. |
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| ㅤㅤI'm not quick to hate |
| No matter what you do, I find it difficult to feel anger or hate towards others. I recognize that we're all different, we all have our struggles, and we all have our humanity in common. And thus, to hate others would be to hate a part of myself, too. So if you're ever worried that I feel this way towards you, it's incredibly unlikely! You'd have to do something disgustingly immoral for that to happen. This does not mean, however, that I will tolerate all behaviors or trust everyone with open arms. I am working toward confronting unwanted actions, regardless of the person, and being aware of when, with whom, and why I get uncomfortable. |
| ㅤㅤI get socially overwhelmed |
| Here's the thing, I grew up being an introverted, socially anxious kiddo. While my confidence has improved drastically, my introversion and traces of social anxiety do still remain! This mainly appears as overthinking my responses or being too overwhelmed to text back within a decent amount of time~ |
| ㅤㅤTypically harmless things that, sadly, trigger this overwhelm for me |
| Receiving texts that display very little effort or personality. ㅤWhy: Less information to work with = hard for me to communicate effectively & feel invested in the conversation. ㅤExample: "hi" "hru" "wyd" "ok" or other one-word responses Frequent small talk in text, especially if I don't know you that well ㅤWhy: Brain subconsciously goes into overdrive (How much do I disclose to this person? What is the end goal of this conversation? How long do they want to talk for? Do they expect me to respond right away and what will they think of me if I don't?) ㅤExample: asking how / what I'm doing daily or bidaily ㅤ(it's a social norm, lot of people do this, so please don't feel bad if this is you 😭) Being treated like a close friend when that hasn't been established ㅤWhy: Feels like the friendship's growth is being rushed or overestimated, makes me uncomfortable. Sort of feels like platonic lovebombing. ㅤExample: being called "hunny" "sis" "love" by people I barely know Being treated as extraordinary or out-of-this-world in some way ㅤWhy: Makes me feel misunderstood and put on a pedestal I didn't ask for. ㅤExample: Being called "too innocent for this world" |
| ㅤㅤThings I'd recommend you do instead |
| ● Message me primarily when you have something specific in mind to do or talk about ㅤ○ Even if you only message me when you need something from me, I honestly prefer that! I appreciate straightforward conversations with a clear goal in sight. ● If you don't have a topic on hand, but wish to talk to me out of boredom, loneliness, or another reason, just say so directly! Much more likely to oblige happily if I know why you're here in the first place. (given I have the time to spare) ● Try to limit traditional small-talk to these situations only, if possible ㅤ○ Calls / in-person meetings ㅤ○ Reaching out after a few months ㅤ○ You're someone I've directly established a close friendship with ● If you're worried that you're doing something to bother me, or if I do something that makes you uncomfortable, please tell me! I know confrontation can be terrifying, but better communication = better friendships. ㅤ○ And I will try to do the same in turn!... But I do still get nervous with confrontation myself, so mutual patience and understanding between us is ideal. ● If you don't think you can communicate naturally with me, then it's okay to not want to talk to me! I'm sure there's much better people for you to hang out with who fit your communication style better than I do. I'd rather you distance yourself now rather than have to deal with a more awkward situation later. ㅤ○ On a similar note, please don't feel bad if I don't want to be friends with you or be more than an acquaintance! I'm very picky about who I trust with my time and energy now and that's not personal. If it isn't meant to be it isn't meant to be. |
| ㅤㅤNot-so harmless things that bother me |
| Again, not gonna necessarily hate you if you do these things, but I DEFINITELY won't trust you and will likely distance myself for my own sanity. ● Stating your opinions arrogantly and without care for opposing beliefs ㅤ○ Being unable to tolerate differing beliefs ● Not taking responsibility for your affect on others ㅤ○ "I'm sorry you feel that way" ● Using your beliefs as an excuse to encourage the harm or demonization of others, no matter the group they fall under ● Guilt tripping / other forms of manipulative or gaslighting behavior ● Are totally supportive of generative AI, despite knowing the harm it has on jobs, the environment, and our society as a whole ㅤ○ I would encourage you to read through THIS if you want more information (Originally found this on Calculus Homework's carrd) |
| ㅤㅤThank you for reading! |
Last update: Aug. 10th 2026